Frustration.

I am beyond frustrated with myself. The worst thing in the entire world is unreciprocated effort. I hate that I'm throwing everything I have into something that will never be worth it, it feels like. And it's the worst when someone means so much to you, and they refuse or choose to ignore how much you're trying to do for them. I wish I could just give up and walk away, but that's not who I am. No matter how hopeless something is, I stick around. And it causes me a lot of unnecessary pain.

I WISH YOU WOULD NOTICE HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU, AND HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO CARE FOR ME THE WAY I CARE FOR YOU.